Spent most of the day scared and crying. The future is a terrifying thing, so full of uncertainty...
I've always found that to conquer your fears, they must first be understood.
What am I afraid of?
Being alone: Right now, ALL I WANT IS TO BE ALONE. I might even become a hermit. For a while. However, I do worry that I will never find a mate I am happy with.
Failure: Being unable to support myself, unable to afford a boat, unable to do anything, forced to move in with my mom.
Losing everything: An odd fear, since part of the master plan is to GET RID OF EVERYTHING, but nonetheless, I am still afraid of it.
Regret: Here's the big one. I am so very afraid that I have made a decision I will regret for the rest of my life.
I need to work on letting go... of possessions, of regret, of fear.